Exercise day!!!

Yesterday:
Climb 3 flights of stairs with 7 full containers. Climbed down with 5 full containers. Went factory and loaded a full van of goods. Went back to office and load up 3 trolley full of goods.
Today:
Leg and hand Muscles: very aching.

My 2012 new year holiday

One afternoon, my family and I spent a day in message place.
+Genting+
除夕～初二

Sour

Hmmm… Having a weird feeling after looking thru my facebook. Perhaps those who always comments or post things online are “freer”. I guess it’s a kind of envy feeling.

Yesterday marked a change in my life again. Normally we could not rent a factory successfully but yesterday an agent told us the landlord is willing to rent to us. We prayed abt it before making decision. But, still feel so worried abt my life. It’s really a big risk. Guess the stress part is not hard work anymore. With factory, hiring workers is a must. I am more concern with clinching deals and whether we can survive.

Nobody can understand. Hence whatever difficulty we face, we can only share with each other.

Life will be busier. What’s my commitment for others? Serve I will definitely continue as it really does give me joy and I know this is what I want to do for him. Others I will try but no forcing as my ability is limited.

With new factory, I do not want to be further and further away from him. In fact, francis and I will and must make it a point to grow closer to him. We will encourage each other and push each other to go church everyday! This is an aim which both of us can make it a point to do. Not an impossible aim.

Still faced people trying to challenge my temper. Pls change me and mould me.

Monday blues

Feeling grouchy, grumpy and emotional today. Exhausted, not enough sleep. And this week is the peak period. However, it’s our anniversary.
12/12/07 – 12/12/11 = 4 years!
Happy Anniversary!

Fixing little doggy

Feeling a little upset tonight… Reached home but don’t feel like doing anything… Both TVs are occupied. Opened my drawer and found my birthday present from Guoxin. I always thought I have no time for it. After doing it, I feel much better. Guess I let my unhappiness out by punching While fixing it.

Times flies

Wow, time flies. Long time never blog hence decided to have a short one here. Christmas coming and Francis and i are really busy preparing corporate orders and roadshows. And of course, at the same time still trying to think if this job suits us. Thought of selling the business etc…  He can actually work in his father’s EX company if he’s willing. Travelling and using his talent of chit chatting is always better and easier than doing the work of collies resulting of hurting back. And my immune system seems weakened. Falling sick real soon again. Keep popping Vitamin C, Garlie pills, propolis and my sore throat medicine to make sure i recover before fever comes. Hence i am at the state of weak but not weak… Hai… Anyway, as for me, i will choose to work in event company as i love planning! hehe.. However, this job still give me a sense of satisfaction. I am still doing planning and you really reap what you sow. Definitely extremely hard work with blood, sweat and tears which people doesnt understand. Anyway, Work is never ending. You must find peace and Joy in Lord then you will feel real happiness. Keep working without being close to God will make you dry and meaningless.

As for personal life, I feel i need patience too. Hope that i can always pray for my Kindness and self-control. I feel i really need lots of kindness towards one person. HE is very irritating yet there’s a reason for it. Still remember he said me. A very “chim” word which fortunately i forgot about it. I was like “Hello??? Who are you to say me???”  and i feel like scolding him back but i did not. “He doesnt know what he has done…” I guess i can only comfort myself by telling myself that. That’s the difference between Jesus and me. Jesus really forgive those people down there but i just comforted myself and try to be not angry anymore. If i really forgive him, i wouldnt blog about it. But i know he has hurt me. He’s Old enough to think but use another part of his body to think instead of the brain. *Shake Head* God really put him there to 磨练 me.

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