Feeling a little upset tonight… Reached home but don’t feel like doing anything… Both TVs are occupied. Opened my drawer and found my birthday present from Guoxin. I always thought I have no time for it. After doing it, I feel much better. Guess I let my unhappiness out by punching While fixing it.

As for personal life, I feel i need patience too. Hope that i can always pray for my Kindness and self-control. I feel i really need lots of kindness towards one person. HE is very irritating yet there’s a reason for it. Still remember he said me. A very “chim” word which fortunately i forgot about it. I was like “Hello??? Who are you to say me???”  and i feel like scolding him back but i did not. “He doesnt know what he has done…” I guess i can only comfort myself by telling myself that. That’s the difference between Jesus and me. Jesus really forgive those people down there but i just comforted myself and try to be not angry anymore. If i really forgive him, i wouldnt blog about it. But i know he has hurt me. He’s Old enough to think but use another part of his body to think instead of the brain. *Shake Head* God really put him there to 磨练 me.

Yes, today is a 狼狈的一天。虽然我们在工作时有遇到更加狼狈的一天，今天的狼狈可说是不值得。
首一，司机今天超级的迟接promoter回。必须付更多的钱。不是第一次了。我不是担心要花更多钱。我比较担心我的promoter被气走。
首二，司机有很多借口。是聪明的借口。
首三，又要开除司机却又没有适合的人选。
首四，今天加班到10pm。好累了。
首五，到了伟文家的停车场，车又抛锚了。上个星期刚刚抛锚。现在又是一样的问题。害我刚刚才到家。明天又要早起！Actually I felt quite sad when the guy chained my van and towed it away… Before that, We were praying for The van to recover before we start the engine again. =( hope the mechanics can find out the real reason for this.

With a new driver, our cost increased quite a lot already… Yet he cant really help ease our burden. In fact, don’t think we earn money due to the depreciation of the van and cost of driver! People keep persuading us to work for other people instead ESP when the pay is good now! It’s true… We did think of selling our company as the last resort. Becos… Our sales in roadshow is so good already. But we can’t earn much becos the margin is just too low! There’s many reasons for everything. What I can say is
business=risk loving. More biz?? More risk lor…

As boss, we do not agree that shouting and scoldings will make you work better and harder. We TALK to you instead. In my opinion, as an adult, i trust that you will be more responsible and take your work seriously. But i see otherwise results. I really hope that monitor is not needed and questions are not asked intentionally.

Square buns junior! Actually never had this. But mother is fascinated by the colour. So she asked me to buy the next time I’m in raffles xchange again.
Total $27 spent on breakfast which is for tomorrow. That’s the cost for family of 6!

I came to church today with a slightly heavy heart. I just hope that the lord can comfort me through the service. Indeed, i am quite touched by the new song. However, i am disappointed with myself for feeling so tired the entire sermon. Hence, i am unable to catch what the preacher is trying to teach.

I thot today’s sunday school is just another story telling for the students. So i was at the back marking their quiet time work. After that then i sit down with them. Of cos, i heard the story abt jesus healing the blind begger alot of times. To my surprise, the usually noisy bunch of students are especially attentive towards the later part of the story. Yup, although i am physically able to see, i would not want to be blind spiritually. And the title above is our verse of the day, translated by me.